I am always wanting to leave an entry in my journal but for some reason I am always forgetting. I am thinking its because right at this moment things have not been ...hmmm let's say...fruitful, or very interesting in my life. I have played the part of the hermit recently and have pretty much kept to myself. That has not worked very well for me though. I can feel myself becoming more and more stag net and just kind of down all the time. I know its just a phase I am not the kind of person that can stand being this way for too long and with the new year fast approaching I realize it No.1 is never too late to change things if you don't like the way they are and ... well I am still working on my positive proactive list right now that general idea is at least a step in the right direction. So I will try and get back on track and let go of all these weird apprehensions that I have picked up

Current Location: the couch
Current Mood: cynical
Current Music: Emyli - Shake the Habit

Well, as far as artwork and housework and work on the computer goes I am flyin along gettin lots done. I am feelin the need to unwind though recharge my creative juices (among other things)This has put me in a bit of a mood. I know I really need to just unwind cut loose yada yada do something! I will have to take that into consideration cause if I know one thing thats a given its that the moment I become too obbsessive with my ongoing projects is the moment that I end up gettin all burnt out and frustrated and i dont want that. Things are just different here than when i used to live in San Francisco or when I used to live in NY or Ft lauderdale or even Vegas the streets here are already rolled up at 10p and thats just the way it is its like a mindset. Well eventhough I am only going to Oklahoma (to do more work) at least I will be among friends. I will just have to make RC and Rina pull out the sake and tie one on and cut looseso I guess i have to look forward to that and get back to work for now.

Current Location: on the couch
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: TV

tonight just doing work over the computer with R.C. and doing research on different sites while watching the history channel pretty laidback but enjoying the evening Rob passed out next to me but he is so cute when he sleeps

Current Location: on the couch
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: history channel

Well today am cleaning house and doing artwork around the house again preparing for my trip to Okc a week from today. So I am going to enjoy my jammie time all week this week and enjoy any time i have to relax. A lot of my week will not only be spent on doing artwork but also on organizing a lot of stuff and working on the website as well as other little fun tedious things I have not gotten around to or have just plain put off. I really want to put my workout schedule back to full swing allergies or not and continue watching the battlestar gallactica series from ep one to current all week I am still on season one at this point and yes I have seen most episodes of the series but I guess i am just wanting to see them from number one to present in order and take it all in anyway today was nvy blue pjs hehe

Current Location: on the couch
Current Mood: silly
Current Music: leah dizon love paradox

Well to start with the bad i have had horrible allergies and have taken to sittin round the house in my pjs bein a bum for the past few days the good news is i got my new laptop!!!!! and now am learnin my way around it am lovin it tho also in my world went to OKC and RC and i are working on our comic full steam ahead I am also designing the web page for her to promote the vampire novel she just wrote and published Immortal Promises i am sooo very proud of her and the story was awesome she did a good job i will post the link to the site soon but for now here is a link to where you can get her book and more info about it I would check it out its a great read... dark ,exciting, keeps a heart pounding tempo throughout (the same has been said about me)but seriously check it out if u get a chance
http://www.amazon.com/Immortal-Promises-Blood-R-C-Taylor/dp/1419681176/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1?ie

Current Location: layin on couch
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Ayumi Hamasaki Forgiveness

did my new workout with added weights and got my haircut then passed out for a bit just woke up and thought I would post a pic of my new cut bfore bed

Current Music: watching police chases on tru tv

so with less than a week to go before my visit to OkC I have done pretty weel with the workout and the artwork things are not progressing as quickly as I would like but when does that ever happen in life? I still have a lot of organizing to do before I am exactly where I want to be but at this point I am just happy to see that I am, on my way in a steady forward motion. Today is my day off but still very busy I am adding weights to my workout routine now that I am getting used to the whole 5 day workout thing I thinks its time to raise the bar and start working myself a bit harder it seems that the physical stuff is proviong to be a lot more easy than I thought it would be to stay disciplined. Spending more time on my artwork and being more organized with my time in general seems to be what I am having trouble with. I have been having lots of fun with my friends recently as well we all hung out a bit last week and this week too posted pics from that on my facebook my account there is under my name Kris Douglas getting a haircut today and am thinkin bout a drastic change but we will have to see this afternoon how I end up feeling

Current Mood: content
Current Music: should I love him or not Namie Amuro

Well things have been hectic for me since I have been summoned to present new artwork for my writer and the begininng of March the second and third to be exact. I have been working as many hours as possible still found some time to hang out and do the DDR thing witrh some friends (pics of that follow) got a new cell phone (very happy that finally got a plan and am not using one of those prepaid numbers anymore) and just ordered RC (my writer's) first published novel Congrats again girl "Immortal Promises" a vampire romance thriller which I am reading and loving alot I ordered my copy from amazon.com and got it last night and am already on chapt 4. Valentines Day was bleh but I have been keeping up on my workouts and am very happy about that. There was a bad ice storm here that knocked alot of peoples power out and made the roads very difficult to drive on but that seems to be over now and the weather is sposed to be good for awhile. Other than that I have just begun renting lots of oscar contending movies so that I have seen them and can pick my faves before the oscars in March I just saw Gone Baby Gone and We Own the Night both very good movies anyway I guess I am babbling on a bit so I will stop here for now

Current Mood: mellow

Hey there,

I have been away for a bit but there is a very good reason for that. No I did not hit my head and forget how to write or anything like that... Lets see where to begin, well after Christmas at work i got promoted to supervisor and am working the service desk now and then I kicked my weight training program into high gear and have been working out 5 days a week gaining about 25 pounds so far also I have put the comic book stuff into high gear as well RC publkished her novel its called Immortal Promises and is now on sale at amazon.com its a vampire romance novel and its hot but since she is the writer for the manga that we are working on I have had to up my game as far as my illustrations and have been very busy with that. I have also become addicted to DDR dance dance revolution and have been having friends over playing that game for hours as well as soul caliber three and tekken five I am having a party fri night some girls from work are coming over and we are going to dance play video games and listen to jpop etc etc sounds like a weird version of Grease (pajama party) anyway have to work hard if I am to reach my goal weight of 170 by the time I go to Oklahoma for my first presentation of my illustrations at the end of this month. Now that my workouts and everything are on track and going well I am going to try and be more faithful in writing my blog and documenting my progress I have to admit I did not want to for a while for two reasons I needed to focus on motivating myself and thought too much time on the computer might side track me and the other quite honestly was that I did not know how sucessful I would be setting so many goals but so far I must admit I have surprized myself and will continue to keep trying I also ended getting glasses cause i got my eyes checked for the first time in about 10 years and am now adding in skin care and drinking lots more water anyway I am babbling and I will go into more later but do not wanna be boring so instead of going on I will send you some pics from the last few weeks to show how hard I have been wroking and take some new ones fri night as well. Oh i almost forgot I am getting a vid cam soon as well that should be fun

Current Music: Koda Kumi - Amai Wana

well made it through the holiday season things are bound to slow down but now its time to get ready for New Years and all the hopes goals plans and dreams it may hold. Today I have another shift at my cashiering gig and then the rest of the week off this is when I find out if the job is truly seasonal or if they ask me to stay on either way my hours are going to go from like over 40 a week down to 25 or less but that is good because I have to get caught up on my comic book work which has slowed considerably due to the Christmas Season and Rob's month long hospital stay speaking of Rob he got me some wonderful presents and we had a very cozy Christmas this year which I will go into detail at some other time as I am currently fixing breakfast and do not want it to burn while babbling about all that so my plans for the day is breakfast and a movie work then over to some friends drop off presents and play some dance dance revolution work out and begin forming my goals and resolutions for 2008 all in a days work hehehe Merrry Xmas Aftermath I will leave u with some parting shots of our holiday mayhem

Current Mood: chipper